Sunday, August 13, 2006
i had this dream! i was walking on this landscape! ( i went to find a snow covered land as near as it is to my dream! ) i know i wasnt walking alone yet i wasnt sure it was you with me! i felt warmth in my hands! i was holding ur hands. i helped you out when you fall! and when you couldnt walk anymore, i piggy backed you! i was jus walking and walking and walking! silence rented the air! this could have been our lives! keeping quiet! watching.then this white UNICORN came. there was a blur! suddenly i see myself surrounded by red snow! the smell of snow and winter disappeared! you were gone! and in the front was the unicorn with the horn! though it was alive, it had already given up hope! i felt so sorry for it! i tried to help! but it jus gets further away! then it was gone too. so is the snow covered landscape! i was backed in my room! i was awake! what was it all abt? was the unicorn you?
my dreams will be explained in life i guess! somewhere thru, i might jus get a de ja vu. and i'll finally understand! jeremy was quite true in what he said in his blog! something i tried stressing! so many times! i have the same pity for you! all this bullshit abt lack of communication always seem to be the case! hahaz! but dun forget! SERVERS ROX! we bring almost every feeling anyon can have to anyone! shyness! funnyness! angryness! you name we can do it! that's our gift aint it? hahaz! jus CHILL yea? you'll pull thru!
NOW THIS IS STUPID! but i wont talk abt it! thinking of it makes me wanna die! hahahaz! NOT! let's see. what's today's date? damn! 17th is coming soon! apparently, i didnt think of her today till now! so it's an achievement! yes ar! LOL! .tear ~ wonderful job but yea! YOU SUCK! but to that girl! i dedicate this song!
so I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
but you `crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have
no luck
I don't miss it all that much
there's just so many things
I thought I saw a girl brought to life
she was warm she came around like she was dignified
she showed me what t was to cry
Well you couldn't be that girl I adored
she don't seem to know - or seem to care what my heart is for
I don't know her anymore
there's nothing where she used to say
my conversations has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's fine
that I can't touch~.rain~
Protect ~ 5:31 AM