Sunday, April 20, 2008


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Protect ~ 7:35 AM








Monday, April 07, 2008


you're a song.
written by the hand of god.

so i went for a check up.
it sucks.
what blood cells?
who cares.
ill die.
then i die.
if not i live,
then i live.

life and death.
why worry?
screw the people that put so much tots to it.
it's been happening awhile now.
but yea.
nth serious to be hospitalise..
no cause for panic i guess.
but still blood tests all are bummers.

got first for amazing race that saturday.
it was really really fun.
des and the rest can afford to eat macs.
all i did was run for my team.
here and there.
KNN.
but we got first.
with 10sec trailing team of biswas and sherman at the back.
hahaha!

though we always talk rubbish,
keith can be a really good team mate(:

so soccer on sunday.
KNN.
so hot.
drew with the japanese team.
they elbowed my face lah.
KNN.
but lucky nthing wrong.
nearly scored lah.
but my striker instincts gone already.
too much defenders.
:(

then we thrashed des team 7-1.
the one goal we concealed is franks bloody fault.
still can believe i let that one go.
practically played everyone onside.
KNN.
waste time defending:(
i scored one anyway.
happy(:

she didnt msg.
i dunno why.
damn depressed.
waiting for her msg.




Protect ~ 10:12 AM








Tuesday, April 01, 2008


sometimes i run.
sometimes i hide.

so this is EASTER.
and what have you done?
actually nothing much.
wanted to post pictures.
but yea.
sian.
lol.
must load so long.

3 more weeks.
and yes.
talk abt deep deep down down
deep down in my heart?

EASTER wasnt that great,
perhaps not that meaningful for me this year.
why?
dunno?
every year, i look forward to christmas.
and easter.
but this year?
i'm jus glad it's passing soon.
yes.
mayb i wasnt prep enuff.
mayb?
but yea.
no diff.
i miss the noise.
the laughter.
and many more.

friendships?
meaning?
how ot keep them?
should i?
worth it?
who knows.
we see.

so i fell.
wa kao.
scratches and all.
KNN.
moody lah.
went home,
iodine somemore.
££%$"%^"$%"
chicken.

man utds winning anyway.
tired.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz



Protect ~ 1:15 PM








Friday, February 29, 2008


i guess it's time.
to give up.
i guess it's time.

got a picture of you beside me.
got your lipstick mark still on your coffee cup.
ohhh yeahhhh.

got a fist of pure emotion.
got a hand on shattered dreams.

gonna leave, gonna leave it all behind now.

whatever i said, whatever i did
i didnt mean it,
i jus want you back for good.


army in two months.
can lah.
hahah!

AUDI TT
her car.
am i starting to be a little too attached?
i dun want to.
why am i feeling so weird?

these few months,
like a little lifeless.
only work, sleep, soccer, go out with her during work time.
snores~!

my only highlight i guess was meeting eugene and the rest.
pool or whatever.
they gave me something to talk abt.

dun talk abt church lah.
so bloody dead.
now walk also walk past.
not walk thru.
why?
ask me huh?

pipo = hello!
new way of saying hi?
hahaha!
been nudging charmaine online for nothing.
hahaha!
pearlyn's cracking me up with her mean o answers.
other than that,
it's really boring.

now i finally have time to catch up with ppl,
they no time.
@!!#$@%#$!
what to do?

imagine me & you.
i do.
i think about you day & night.
it's only right.
to think about the girl you love.
and hold her tight. so happy together(:




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Thursday, February 21, 2008


' i bless the day i found you '
i wanna be around you
and so i beg you
let it be me(:

so chinese new year came.
and chinese new year went.
this year like got no value in the new year leh?
why ah?
mayb cos i was more interested in gambling.
ahahhaha!

what happens if you're out with this guy, and you realised he's keeping a condom in his wallet.
@!$#%^%#$!$%
well, it was comical.
was out with KAT,
then ah, we were out in changi somewhere lah.
her usual hangout.
so this guy who works in the restaurant that have been noticing her.

first came the note with flowers.
then he approached us.
( apparently i was invisible. KNS!! )
then he talked to KAT.
so KAT was a little excited abt this MAT.
so they talked a little, while me, being a gentleman, excused myself. ahha!
well, i had something more interested ah. thats why i gave u my seat so easily.

when he took off his pounch, his wallet dropped.
he didnt know.
so i picked it up,
took a little peek.
i see a condom(:
at first i was amused.
so i msged KAT to have a little fun.

who knows,
she was rather annoyed.
' what am i? a whore? '
so she took her phone, ( apparently they exchanged numbers already. )
she changed her number.
asked him to buy a drink for her,
then she held my hand and dragged me off.

and we went sentosa.
no camera, nothing. i cant go in the sun,
so we went underwater world.
it was boring.
but fun(:
as in the surprised and ice cream all over the face(:

oh well,
i type crazily.
hahaha!

' But I cant spell it out for you '
No its never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you






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Friday, January 25, 2008


WAKE ME UP!
wake me up inside.

BRING ME TO LIFE!

haha!
old song old song.
so work sucks.
i know.
nothing much to do.
and i not want or motivated to do SG river.

then there's SINGTEL.
they wanna challenge results.
snores~!
why do you challenge results?
arent results suppsoed to be final?
hahaha!
oh well.
see how they die lah.
haiz.

so i pretend, i'm doing all i can.
and i hope someday you find me in the end.

tired.
lazy.
to initiate.
to make the first move.
to smile.
to do anything.
damn useless.
super duper..

sucks.
bye bye.
hahaha!




Protect ~ 7:51 PM








Sunday, January 20, 2008


let it be me..
let it let it..
let it be me..

its the new year.
i still feel the same.
i feel sad for those who have nothing to do now.
are they contented just attending mass?
why wont eugene be engrossed in church.
perhaps now i see why.
it's always happening.
no matter where.
with me,
anyone.

words are sometimes poison i guess.
people will talk.
when they talk, people talk.
and so it goes.
been going on.
this years the same.

i wanna be MAD.
i wanna SCOLD.
i wanna go up to this person and say,
' make me like you please. '

then there is always this thinking.
if you dun like me, i dun care too.

why are people going to other groups?
then at this time, why are they judged with having no commitment?
they have gave some part of their lives to a cause that was doomed to fail.
if i'm like that how?
i wont say i'm that good.
but i'm pretty sure i did something.
i hope.

which GOD am i serving?
GOD of human emotions, or GOD of divine power.
why are we being subjected to mere commitment for the work of GOD?
i now wonder whether i'll get a pass if i ever get judged by him.

i wanna ask.
why a standard in doing god's work?
why do some people seem to be god themselves?
how will people listen? how will i listen?
how will i put myself down and listen?
when everything else i stood up for is now being risked.

this call.
i ask myself.
is it a call?
is this a test?
here i am lord,
is it me lord?
the call.
to what?

i must learn to work with these people.
i must.
i still wanna serve.
to do so i'll try.

' i have never said it'll be easy. but i assure you, it'll be worth it. '
i really hope so.
this thing inside me is crying to come out.
this demon.
everyone has one.
some have made it part of their lives.
this thing cant come out now.
no!

ok ok ok ok...
yes!
that was a small part of how i feel about church.
nothing much.
definately more than any church.

and ya. why is a church like that?
how i know?
dun ask me.

yes, it's my church.
but i'm no reporter.
i do listen yes.
i have a gift for knowing things yes.
but no.
i say things only when needed.
haiz.
which i really hope so..

So, it's like finally i can get it off my chest.
i wish i could keep everyone and do something more.
they're not taking this as a church anymore.
and i feel like slapping them.
then i realised, they're not there already.

please be better.
please be lenient.
we're still here.
do not bring us to the test.
please.

SHOUTOUT!
I"M STILL HERE!




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