am i ignoring? or jus making sure that the same mistakes nv happen again? i rmb i did tell you it's over! 4 years ago! mayb 3.5 years. but it didnt seem to be affecting you in anyway. when we left. i seriously felt lost. secondary school seems like shit! all the times we had! i jus couldnt get it right. but now. so long after. not only did you continue with the msges. you kept asking me if i'm fine. all ya msges reali brought out a different me. yes, i do admit. i enjoy msging you. but why make me wanna yearn for you? after every session i have to step outta it. and think deeply again. ya stories abt ya bf's not anything like me? why have you tell me? we screwed it up once. (then again, we didnt screw it up. i dun even know why!) was it what i want? hmmm. damn! i was reali surprised by ya visit teh other day. you could have jus called. coming to my house without calling is rude. and yea. since when will i have soft toys in my room? i have a phobia of them. that big girl replica is long gone. i'm sorry. i didnt even know you still rmb. i know you'll see this. definately! all i jus want to say is that. maybe we should talk and see what each of us want yes? though chances of us being together again is slim. we should least clarify stuff? yes? i'm sure you'll understand. we both make the effort. i'm jus sorry that everytime you approach, i'm not ready. it might hurt you alot. but i'm sorry. somethings are not abt what you want. but what we need. i care for you and i still did. we'll talk. soon...
FOR YOU THIS IS
I wanna know Who ever told you I was letting go Of the only joy that I have ever known Girl, they were lying
Just look around And all of the people that we used to know Have just given up, they wanna let it go But we're still trying
So you should know this love we share was never made to die I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I Just you and I
I'm never gonna say goodbye Cos I never wanna see you cry I swore to you my love would remain And I swear it all over again and I I'm never gonna treat you bad Cos I never wanna see you sad I swore to share your joy and your pain And I swear it all over again
some people say That everything has got its place in time Even the day must give way to the night But I'm not buying Cos in your eyes I see a love that burns eternally And if you see how beautiful you are to me You'll know I'm not lying
Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye But even if we try There are some things in this life won't be denied Won't be denied
FOR YOU I WILL
'RAIN
Protect ~ 10:07 AM
[[ WORDS OF WISDOM ]]
if you cant be replaced, you will nv be promoted:(
the SON is always shining:)
when is she worth my efforts? When she turns back and acknowledges you:)
you nv know how a smile could change your life.
[[ ME ]]
This is for you
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