oh man! someone kill me please! i told her! gosh! i know i shouldnt have but too much of me wanted to say it. but then again! she might not feel anything! or even put any thoughts into it! yea. let's think of it that way! but hey, what triggered that emotion of dream of her in that way? gosh! i dun rmb seeing her. nor did i talk to her alot this few days. let's not talk abt msging. that is way off. oh man! the last time i had this dream, was three years ago too! history repeats? hmmm... i wonder!
anyway, i didnt ignore you lah. i jus didnt want ppl to see us together. in school or out. it doesnt make our matters well. that last time you got close, i was nearly beaten up. this time, i nearly go run down by that same guy! but look on the bright side. you can call me yea? msging will be difficult though. but i might go with you to forbidden city kkz? 11th right? i might. i'm sorry if you felt i avoided you. my sincere apologies. but give time kkz? it might jus be fine!
so much troube in a couple of days. how am i to react when i this call came and scared the shit out of me. damn! that S.O.B nearly killed me and i'm supposed to kiss him and be friends. i did apologise for any trouble caused too. haas! with a smirk on my face.
hey TEAR. i miss you! come back soon! sobs~! i miss you too. (for that girl)
'rain
Protect ~ 10:16 AM
[[ WORDS OF WISDOM ]]
if you cant be replaced, you will nv be promoted:(
the SON is always shining:)
when is she worth my efforts? When she turns back and acknowledges you:)
you nv know how a smile could change your life.
[[ ME ]]
This is for you
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