Friday, September 29, 2006


is it because i did too much? laughs~! hmmm, i know i know. these things all sound difficult. the stories you hear from someone is not exactly what happened. what makes you think ppl is this way? somethings arent the way it's supposed to be. as in really. but it's ok. it can nv go far with you anyway. but please prove me wrong. please. life is abt changing.. not regrets.

this this somebody. ok la. it's not like i dunno who. but i hate speculating who are you. but please stop your nonsense with father. i hate to get emails trying to explain what my servers do. i'm sick and tired of it. they have got thier lives. i nv wan to intude in this shit. cos i got my own life too. but it was kinda screwed up by you. oh well, you always tend to be self centered. guess it doesnt help much eh? screw up my life not enough. screw up so many ppl's life. very fun right? i'm pretty sure to err is human. but so many times? jus stop please. i have enough. and i'm reali afraid. not afraid of challenging the actions. but scared that i might one day say something wrong. then we'll all be sorry aint it?

well, you can continue your proud stance. ignoring and everything you can. jus throw it to me. it's not as though i dun make efforts. i even try to make it in a way that it's easier to talk. but you jus wouldnt care a dime. guess a dime is too little for you. but trying is everything right? laughs~!

damn.. frustrations are being dealt to blogger today. i mean.. ahahhahaa. look on the bright side. i get to enjoy th red sky.. bluish grey later.. then grey .. then the night sky.. all in? 20 mins. i jus stared out of my window. i msged two girls. 1 replied. the other after 4 hrs said sorry. lol. wth. not that both are gals of my life. but one might? ahahahhaa! kidding. if i could jus click forward 10years. i know who i'm gonna marry. or is the priesthood for me. who knows. laughs~!

here;sthe old version of the when you say nothing at all. it's for you. 

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Old Mr. Webster could never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all




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