it's official.
i cannot stand the silence.
the emptiness.
i took for granted the times i return home to something.
and now, the feeling of being alone isnt reali nice.
i feel like crying.
jumping off a building to get this off me.
i cannot cry out.
there isnt someone to hold me.
the tv sounds fainted.
it makes me so dead.
i'm jus here by myself.
wishing everything will go away.
so bring back.
i didnt ask for it.
but ti came back.
the memories.
of being alone.
i nv like being alone.
but i cannot have a choice.
back back back.
it rents the air.
i know this totally dun make sense.
either do i understand the purpose of this.
am i going crazy in this emptiness?
or am i jus going thru a major nervous breakdown?
HELP! even the THUNDER scares me now!
i have no assurance.
it's reali PAINFUL.
HAUNTING.
HELP!