i want my hands held. i want to feel your kiss. i want to feel the breeze. your hands. you hug. your love.
all i felt was a void. nothing that i can ever hold on. no love. no conversations. no relationship.
then i was gone. not even knowing my name. not knowing your name. no chance to kneel and pray. no chance to know my friends.
do i deserve this? was i naughty? did i fail my exams? what did i do?
i was denied a fair trial. a chance to prove my innocence. a chance to defend myself. what is justice? i dont know. what about police? army? no one helped. not even this guy who could have HELPED!
this guy was me! i was this babys last line of defense. LAST LINE. it was like i'm a judge. mayb more, a policeman, someone that uphold justice? but then what did i do? as a catholic? as a MORALLY educated person?
yes i'm talking abt abortions. am i wrong to talk abt it? why is abortions allowed? why is that legal abortions? why? i think it should be banned. not because of what i think. but because, a life is a life. it's not a toy. and we are not god to judge who lives who dies.
DOCTORS who do abortions are worse. they KILL. mothers who go ahead with it are not meant to live in the first place. a child's home is where the mother is. a mother should have the responsiblitly to know the rights and wrongs. BUT..
now it's people like me! people who HECK CARE! who jus because of certain issues, let a baby die! i am a catholic.. but was i doing a job? was i spreading love? NO! i chose to ignore this two girls that approached me abt abortions and waved them off.
but some child gives a hard time. you will die if you dun abort.. difficult decision? well, the mother will know.