it's so difficult to let go. memories. past. mistakes. i've done my own will. PAY BACK TIME! he shouted!
will i cry when i go down? will i feel emotional? it's definately a big void to fill. i wish i could jus say YES!
she lingers onto my brain. eating away all the scrapes i save for another. she feeds on my emptiness. nv knowing what closure means. here i am, tortured. there she is making melodies.
who can read me. i hope not her. her tots make me whine. and come back for more. i need someone. sweet. nice. caring. who has shoulder to spare.
then the night came. for me to go away. will i ever have the courage? to say YES?
I'm bleeding inside. and no one knows why. she knows. but she didnt care why.
DEAD!
Protect ~ 10:34 AM
[[ WORDS OF WISDOM ]]
if you cant be replaced, you will nv be promoted:(
the SON is always shining:)
when is she worth my efforts? When she turns back and acknowledges you:)
you nv know how a smile could change your life.
[[ ME ]]
This is for you
~Saint Bernard Christopher~
~19~
~20th august 1987~
~Singapore poly~
~Church Of St Anthony~
~Mnistry Of The Altar Servers~
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