so apparently i told myself.
NO MORE!
shit.
i SCREWED myself.

when i close these eyes.
i hope nv to open them again.
shit!
i LIED!

so after all the years.
NOTHING is KNOWN.
i feel damn lousy.
stupid.
dead in your eyes.

now it's nearing me leaving.
why me? they asked.
so i can be someone else.

they think i like to meddle in your affairs.
you think i hold my airs high.
you think that this F-ING world goes around your feet.

i dun want all of this.
i dun want this shit!
in fact, i'm sick of it.
i'm not running away.
it's jus time for me.

R.I.P
so i hope.
imagine a tombstone with my name.
i had.
it wasnt nice.
it was peaceful.

FUNERALS are nice.
ppl rmb only the good things!

all i wanted was to be more of me to you.
all you could have done was to acknowledge it.
all that was done was nothing.

i hope you're happy now.
reali.

THOSE WERE TOTS B4.

NOW!

i'm happy abt you.
not that you that you think you are,
jus you.

someone jus assured me.
no matter what.
she'l be here.
then there was another.
then another.

NOW!
what do we see?
a wall blocking our view.
you could nv be her.
i could nv be him.
we are them.

i'm BLIND.
HELP!