i could have been a much better leader..could have..what have i done?negative thoughts filled my mind when leading.it's horrible trying to do thngs knowing that ppl were forced to give support.what happened to free will?i knoww i sucked. i admit. i suck even more trying my best..but we have to look forward..i'm looking for movtivation..shes hasnt told me if she would..msged her lah..speaking is still difficult for me at the moment..but i wouldnt mind..tonight was better.. i swear...but then i light up one to waste my life away..as the tip burns, i see myself burn... slowly slowy to ashes..with one flick, i'm gone...When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep,
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling,
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all i ever want, it comes right down to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
then i burned up:(