i'm heartbroken. yes i am. even so i haven wrote any stuff here. when i decided i want to, it's bad:(
this morning was reali horrible. mornings without her wishes is reali horrible. she used to wake me up. maake me start the day with a smile. i wake up everyday hoping. and got disappointed.
it was a fairytale few months. i rmb when i had the accident, you called and we talked the whole night. i rmb the kisses sneaked to our cheeks every now and then.. i rmb the lovely msg convo we had. and to hear you after was even better.
now thinking back, i guess i have been reali horrible. am i? you didnt tell me. but you sure did took a piece of me away.
i believe if i could jus carry on this way till army, i may get over it. if not, it'll be the shittest time i'll ever be in. if i can survive by jus looking at you all this months, i can get over you easy. if...
you got over yours easy. i can see. or mayb jus to let me see.
lastly, my day was still lousy. morning afternoon night.. even lying on my bed i think i hear my phone beep.
if i push the DEL button. will i be happy?
' is your heart filled with heart, shall i come back again. tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight '
Protect ~ 4:25 AM
[[ WORDS OF WISDOM ]]
if you cant be replaced, you will nv be promoted:(
the SON is always shining:)
when is she worth my efforts? When she turns back and acknowledges you:)
you nv know how a smile could change your life.
[[ ME ]]
This is for you
~Saint Bernard Christopher~
~19~
~20th august 1987~
~Singapore poly~
~Church Of St Anthony~
~Mnistry Of The Altar Servers~
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