today was a lil better.
not as good but.. better..
work reali kills off the cells of my brains.

i have work and it reali cuts me down.
piece by piece.
so the roadside uncle, played a damn nice song for me while i waited for the rain to stop.

' boy ah, you stand there affect my business leh? '
' huh? raining lah uncle.. let me stand awhile kkz? '
' u waiting very long already. come come sit down. '
' dun need ah. it's ok! '
strums his guitar!
' youre every line, youre every word, youre everything '
' uncle not bad ah? can teach me? '
haha! and i gave him $2

so while waiting, i stared at my shoes. 0_0||

got lost in my whole of ashley and olivia when i realised i stared too long.
darnit.
so she came late. so late.
yes i know i shouldnt take leave at all. was jus making plans to spend more time with her.
kinda regretted.
oh yes..
she came late.

' hey sorry i late. lunch my treat kz? '
' ok? where ah? '
' you decide? '
it has come to a point where the ppl treating lets you make the suggestion:)
' ok.. lets go thai:) '
' thai? hmm, dun want. we go for pasta kkz? '
there you are? my meaningless contribution.

then we talked abt everything else.
my phobia for soft toys and a few stuff is still there.
she laughs..
her nose still turns red in the morning.
i laugh..

then i called kaien,
it was evening already.
i told him that i need to prepare for tekong.
he laugh at me.
haha!
' dun act tough all lah. train? '
' eh, pl ask you properly leh? '
then i realised that my english KNS.
ahah!
so our conversation lasted like an hour.
so long!!

i'm tired now.
i have to keep myslef busy always.
so i wont rmb.
make it obvious for me please? i wanna be alive!

' candlelight and soul forever, a dream of me and you together, we can achieve it. we can believe it. '